Kelvin^ChOcOkO_BAR^

Communication Error

2012-01-08T03:32:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feels that im nt good in communicating with people even with my own , some more dare to tell people im studying ADVANCED IN MASS COMMUNICATION but i Failed in communication. Yea~ FAILED~ such a shame on me right? i don't even dare/feel to make new friends, especially girls and don't even dare to talk with them because it's been 3-4years i didn't Woo any girls, outing with new girl friends. .

Do i like what i have now? is it what i want? is it the feeling i get from here is truly from what i wish?

All the answer are unclear because i don't even can manage my own communication. .

The moment i type all these is when i was half awake that juz after have a drink but feel to express something in my blog right now. . Should be have alot of grammar mistakes or whatsoever.

NITE to ALL

-Kelvin-ChocokO

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Alcohol ~

2012-01-08T03:25:00.004+08:00

Beer~ its long time i didn't drink beer for continuously. .

Carlsberg - Heineken

It makes me feel better and make me release and can have a well nite well sleep. I should have more session of it xD and after tomorrow paper will be the time for me to have sometime to cool down my mood ~ F Hols~

The feeling really GREAT! mayb some said im dumb and stupid for such stuff but at least i found a way for release..

-Kelvin-Chocoko

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Discover~

2011-12-30T18:45:00.002+08:00

I never expect i will discover that, although i knew that been long time i never read any post from your ****, but the word seems hurt.

Anyway, what i discover now is doesn't important anymore since all things changed and come to the end.

Oh ya, Loyalty? Nice guy?

There are no loyalty guy in this world, but there are guy who love you and be with you all the time , shouldn't use loyalty to describe that.

About nice guy, yea there are nice guy but girls don't believe guys whenever they are good or kind. Girls will think that guys are not trust able.

So conclusion, No Loyalty and No Nice Guys if you felt that guys are bad, jerk, bastards and dishonest. There are ones but now no more because "good girls gone bad" same as guys. Do good always but been blamed and ignored so what for be the good one? Bad one still have people trust and some more is just right beside you *BFF* , as usual you always said he bad, cheating on HER *BFF* but the perception cannot be treated to every guy especially *** ^^ who never ever do wrong to you but you keep on suspect *** for no reason and ignored *** for no reason.

Hope~

2011-12-30T18:18:00.003+08:00

An image flash in my mind when i was trying to take a nap instead of study for tomorrow exam. . .

It seems real and i think it is real.
Hopefully it won't happen

The story of the image~:

As usual after my English exam i went back home

~The feeling strange

Once i reached my door step i notice that all her shoes,sandals,heels missing which it supposed to be , is just i can't accept that

I quickly went in the room and ~ ~ ~

Once i open the door. . . >..>..>..>..>..

The environment of the room changed

Due to~

all her things and belongings disappear

which mean she had left. Sigh~*Heart Break* like a glass fell on floor.

Actually i should be prepared for that sigh~

Hopefully~

-Kelvin-ChocokoBar

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The Night~

2011-12-29T03:40:00.003+08:00

The exam period, instead of study hard. . . i was loitering outside and mahjong for few hours. Is that what i should do now? relax 1st then only suffer? hmmph..

But~~~

There are other matter arising. . . i can feel the distance between me and you are more far away since the time i saw the way you and "them" talking and keep secrets that i cannot know/listen when i'm joining you guys. It make me feel to isolate myself to prevent that happen again especially "him" to be there who i dislike most! Thank you for doing so this time which can break my heart into pieces softly and softly which i wouldn't think of you anymore in the future , i can "foresee" the future instead of guessing how would it be. . . .

Btw~~

I felt that i'm having psychological problem which dislike to mixing people and can't communicate well with people's around me. AND this is One of the REASON why we are in this way right now.

Sorry To u & my Friends~

-Kelvin-Chocokobar

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The 5 F in My Life

2011-12-28T19:42:00.005+08:00

Long time didn't blog since the last post, i nearly forgotten i have a blogspot account which i'm not actively appear here but. I'm feeling lost but i have no one to share or to talk about my feelings, thoughts, intentions and all of that. Physically i'm strong and tough but mentally i'm weak and may weaker that what you thought.

The feeling of lost of myself cause of the 5F:

Forget-Failed

Forgive-Failed

Freedom-Failed

Foresee-Failed

Future-Failed

I Failed to forget the past

I Failed to forgive the myself

I Failed to Free myself even i have chosen the path

I Failed to Foresee the future although i work hard through it

I Failed to imagine my future on how will it looks like if these things continues.

All i can do meanwhile exam is just sit and wait which is the suffering part which waiting to see someone leave.

Every time i saw You went out with other guys, my feeling was sucks but i can't say anything due to i'm not anyone to you anymore.

The day i saw you and him hugging together i was stunt and i think that night was a fun night which i can put down everything and enjoy, but i'm wrong cause there's still something i can't put down which is U!... The moment i saw you hugging him, i direct turn and walk out of the club. Within 10min i leaved the club and trying to find someone drink with me or accompany me for chatting but end up, i don't have any single friend that is free on that night as well as i'm lack of buddies and friends.

Anyway all of that i feel that is good for you because i saw a lot of happiness in you right now, mixing friends freely, went out, club as you like, no worries, shop for your own freely and a lot more.

-Kelvin-ChocokoBar

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who to be?

2010-10-25T23:42:00.002+08:00

The things that flash into my mind right now..

Who Is my

Frens?

Good Frens?

What Frens will be?

The feelings of grouping?

What will be if without frens?

Is it i'm the only one who think so?

Tonite i came across many thing.

I read my Bro's Blog

Recall on what had happened

Think back my previous memories

What will be if those things didn't happened

What's is my mind was that what written in my bro's blog. What he said touches me without my notice it alert my mind and controlled what i should think.

A simple words with full emotions

that touches me.

All About

"LOVE"

Accustomed To IT

2010-10-25T23:13:00.005+08:00

Day after day, i'm looking forward for a better life which i think it could be my 1st step but the step seems to be hard to move even though step on the 'Ground' which makes me feel uneasy. Life?

For me is a worthless stuff as many people told us that

'LIFE IS THE PRECIOUS THINGS EVER'

Yes! it is but not for me.

Time passed just like a thunder stroke in front of me without my notice since i was blurred all the way round with

No direction

No idea

No thinking

That day have been kept in my heart as my precious memory that unforgettable

-In Memory of Lennon Bar Yoong Leong (1981-2010)-

That day passed more than 100days but i still unable to forget and put it down to keep it away from my heart.

IT remind me that 'LIFE' will be come so fragile when encounter with LOVE..

The Image of the SCENE keep on recalling into my mind whenever i'm alone.

I insist that i'm not MISSING HIM but in reality I DO.

I couldn't let go the thing that happened to my life. If will be given 2nd chance, i would rather Leave all my Belonging including what i owns now to prevent that to happen.

Since last time i wish to own a car, and i wait and wait till the day come.

GREAT!

I own my car Now I own many unwanted things but at the same time i LOST the one that i didn't treat him nicely and preciously,care him as my brother in my life

which BREAK My heart DEEPLY that now i don't have the chance to treat him as my dearest brother and see him anymore.I REALLY WISH THAT IS MY DREAM AND WHEN I GET UP there's nothing happened before. I wish to see him in my life.

I WISH TO

Sketch "ME"

2010-10-25T23:00:00.004+08:00

Cartoon lookalike... hope that be my Reality..

I DO MISS U

2010-07-12T19:11:00.004+08:00

It's Been some time.
-Hiding in the room for a long time n cried for a long time until cant even squeeze a drop of tears-
-Heart keep on grasp and pressurize juz like cant breath.

怎么了?

2010-01-27T11:12:00.002+08:00

我已经努力做到了吗?
.....
为什么她, 还是这样..
...
我还需要做什么? 来让她开心,幸福,高兴...

我很矛盾..
-KeLvIN-BaR

心中不舒服

2010-01-26T12:34:00.002+08:00

我,看不惯.. 别人代替我的位..但是,我只能同意她做那件事..为什么我那么没用???

讨厌我自己!!!!

^KelVin_Bar^
-心痛-

Hatred!!!

2010-01-11T22:01:00.004+08:00

I hate myself much more than i Hate anyone..
Why?
I tried for everythgs but end up i have nth? relationship? frenship? n everythings in my life.. I hate all of it...
Why shld i live in this world?
Why shld i struggle in ths situation?

-Ke|-
[Speechless abt Myself]

Confusion

2010-01-11T21:39:00.007+08:00

What Am I?
Who Am I?
Where Am I?
Why Am I?
When Am I?
&
How Am I?

I'm really stupid enough to make a decision like this but at least i knew that i never done any wise or correct decision in my life

That's y i never have any confident on myself
People around me will juz lesser and lesser even some of them getting hurt indirectly or even been hurt by me directly.

As i'm a PR student but myself unable to perform or practice what i have learn before

Is it wise decision that i studying PR? Or i had chosen a wrong way/path
What would it be if i suddenly terminate it and what my future will be?

Who do i LOVE? is it "Her"
Can i start a new life?
Do i really need to be what i state on my MSN?
Confusion in my mind... I dunno whr to get the answer.. Can anyone tell me ? n what shld i do?

-坏男人-
Never owns a well life

Never 2 become 1

2010-01-11T21:26:00.005+08:00

-ChOcOkO_BaR-

Officially missing someone right now

2009-12-08T20:20:00.004+08:00

Alone in crowded!! NIce..

2009-11-30T16:25:00.003+08:00

What I do XD

2009-11-30T16:24:00.003+08:00

^^

2009-11-30T16:17:00.002+08:00

Hurting myself

2009-11-18T17:12:00.006+08:00

I Makes myself bleed unconsciously , what am i? It's hurt me deep in heart but i couldn't accept the changes even i wan it to.

I saw what i shouldn't when pressing *** *****. it's makes me painful even more worst than can't express my feeling. Luckily can control my tears from flooding out of my eyes. Mayb that's the right time for me to let her get a better ones who can gives her happiness, and all compared to me that a useless guy nt even an independent enough and able to take good care of u. Sorry. If u choose ur decision i won't blame anyone and i will juz hope u have better life. "I LOVE YOU"

What have i done to deserve such? cz of someone? or wat?
As what she said, Gurls friends are dangerous to yourself but there are much more dangerous ones besides which you not realize.

Blood, how much blood that i have to flow out from my heart. Is this called love?no matter how hard in the end i get ntg. I loves her but mayb all of these are my "Balasan" from previously of what i have done. sorry and i can't blame anyone for that even the one who "GRAPEVINE" n cause trouble to me. - i can tell u, i didn't and i won't- mayb u won't believe but yet i hope u will understand.

-Ke|vIn^ChOcOkOBAR^
-Depressed-
-Messy-
-Hurts-

15 Malaysia

2009-09-05T12:22:00.003+08:00

http://15malaysia.com/films/?wscr=1024x768

One of Malaysia project.

Malaysia director and producer Made based on malaysian.
Nice films...
Sharing

-Ke|-ChOcOkO_BAR
-Depressed-

Lonely Tree Juz like ME

2009-09-05T12:15:00.001+08:00

Ke|^ChOcOkO_BAR^

Poor + Weak + Stupid + Lazy + Dumb

2009-08-20T16:37:00.003+08:00

It's been awhile that i felt myself running out of my own way. Studies were apart of my most important things in my current life but i unexpected i will ruin it in my own hand. My exam results worst than what i expected and my studies followed the same. Even my ClassMates can scored higher than me maybe i not really understood what lecturer taught me that because of me skipped classes and not pay attention in class. That's what i get today. What Happened to me? Attitude , Behaviour , even my personalities changed at the same time. Can i get back to last time?

Educations-Personalities-Attitudes-Behaviours-Lifestyles

-Ke|-ChOcOkO_BAR

Love + Feelings

2009-08-20T16:33:00.003+08:00

>.<

2009-08-20T16:28:00.003+08:00

What The ****.
Accident again, sigh. why should i suffer from this again?Even ride how slow or safe also the same. Is this my fate to have such a life?before that never met any accident when ride motor. GOD!! plZ Spare Me. That's Enough FOR ME.

-Ke|-ChOcOkO_BAR

DISQualify?? MYSELF

2009-08-03T22:25:00.005+08:00

From this moment i felt that i'm nt qualify to match my current life that what i own now are not supposed v me. I'm the rascal in my heart and i'm Stupid~Weak~Poor~and many more that i couldn't get any confidence on myself. When times come for me to enjoy, there are problems come towards me. When i'm planning for things there sure have things that ruin my plans. When i wish to have something there will never be reality. When i want to have a nice day v her there wouldn't have chance to do so. I'M totally a loser HAHA.. MOney not enough i still wan to over spend no matter what even cz of her, myself, daily life or watever. Time nt enough still wan to delayed everything.Everything in my life will never be as good as i think n as well as i planned no matter how hard i tried the word " disappointed" will follow me. (DIGI-I WILL FOLLOW YOU) XD... GOOD MOOD for me will no longer good or better... there will be worst and worst for future. WORST BF/FREN/SIBLINGS/COUSINS/OTHERS/- ever.. SRY MY LOVE there are much more things inside my heart that u n me also dunno..

Is there any solution for now these???
Will it be the same till future?
what should i do?
my love SRY..

all i have i have given to u as i know it isn't good enough n fulfill what u want.
I dunno why i will feel weird/sad/unhappy/dunno what's the feeling when juz now in msn what i asked u n what u replied(many reasons) mayb i really shouldn't ask or want to do so. cz that is juz will makes i mean that so important to me haiz.. really difficult to understand myself actually.
I sure u will so sad n hurt cz of what i said but i'm sorry for that n everything. i'm not eligible enough to do all these.. haiz.. weaker n weaker.. lose confident on myself n every part of me even physically and also mentally.

-^Ke|^ChOcOkO_BAR-

K.L TimeS~ Eat~CLub~Shop

2009-08-03T21:50:00.007+08:00

Today i will be travelling from teluk intan to klang to my bro's hs and then hang out v my frenz in kl area.. it's been long time i time i never went to kl for crazy nite. All the way i thanx to my best fren that bring me here and there and never said nt free to me haha/.. good buddy XD... me n him n v another fren go to clubbing n have a lot of fun even nt v many frenz.. but when reached there me n my two buddy mix around and have a crazy and enjoyable nite haha.. It's quite expensive nite for me cz of clubbing haha. The club that i went is QUATTRO inside consist of 4 seasons that attractive haha.. there are few picture oni because enjoying clubbing XD

Me & Yen hong(BUDDY)

WINTER (QUATTRO CLUB)Much more lesser people due to too cold and nt large enough and also the nice musics / dance floor

AUTURM
Other two i nt really went there just go n c so didn't snap any photo , if next time have chance den i will snap more.There a few more photo but cannot upload it due to somethings haha..

In the next day Enjoying my meal haha DESSERT's BAR(my sur name)

Our DESSERTs haha..

Me n my bro de STUPID face haha XD..

The Last day i went to PC FAIR KLCC

Snap girls photo jek haha... AVIRA's models(NICE?)
Go to pc fair for around 3 to 4 hours plus that cost me n my buddy RM13 for parking charges SWT~!!! haha anyway both of us also happy.

SHE

2009-07-02T12:34:00.003+08:00

Midnight time the eye sight of her towards me is totally different when eye2eye contact. Mayb she really can do it what she wants just i cant. Anyway she feels happy den avthgs will be okie to me. hmmp, juz her eye looking at me i ady knew somethgs that have done cant bec to last time or change it. I think this is my destiny even i tried how hard at last also being ruin by myself.

FuH!!!

2009-07-02T12:31:00.004+08:00

Juz after 1st presentation for this semester, next week will be dead week that makes me mad cz that a lot of mid-term and assignment in that week haiz, die liao die liao... hopefully no need to work until i exhaust la.. if not then cham luu...

Sob Sob!!!

2009-06-28T13:13:00.003+08:00

Later need to go bec kampar ady, will be very busy liao. Sienz with that lifestyle that have alot of assignment, presentation, mid-term & etc. Why this sem so hard de, even me promoted student from Cert. but also felt that very hard mayb i too lazy XD or stupid kua. Hope this sem will pass peacefully and if can den get better results, (PO PI Po Pi= praying/blessing)

KelVin^ChOcOkO_BAR^
-Blessing time-

Tim3

2009-06-28T00:20:00.005+08:00

Now, i just can wait for everything especially her!! cz i can do ntg for now. Time is juz the most important things for the decision making. I hoped the results will be the one that i wish to me. All about her will be the important things to me, even she done smthg like last9. Hmmp Dunno should how.

KelVin^ChOcOkO_BAR^

-Timing with me-

Empat Ekor

2009-06-27T20:50:00.008+08:00

LUCKY!!!
Just now received a call from my mum's fren, said that my mum's nombor 4 ekor get strike 1st prize (3676) ngek ngek ngek, (MYVI's tyres n brakes can settle down ady) no worries but the cash prizes not much juz a little little after repairing myvi the left a little bit jek haiz, Better than dun have lo. =D if strike 1660 den me mayb will own a myvi XD so greedy =P

KelVin^ChOcOkO_BAR^

-Greedy$$$ with me-

Tonight

2009-06-27T03:19:00.010+08:00

"TRANSFORMERS" DAY
The night that makes me painful and hurt in my heart cz of her. I saw her v _ _ _ that i couldn't expected it would be but it happenned infront of me. UNBELIEVEABLE and this makes me feels "SUM XUN" that i really no mood perhaps i shouln't go for the movie then avthgs will be okay.She never went out v me for a watch at midnight but she does v _ _ _ which makes me felt i'm lost. When last time i asked her for a watch when Mnight she will said it's too late or other reasons. It's ok to me v the reasons but now what again?Mnight became normal to her? or wat? confusing. Besides that, The _ _ _ still looks like scare i will angry and apologise to me cz of smthgs [simple stuff] but that never happenned to _ _ _ to said such a word to me. Erm mayb i thinked too much or it's fact= I DUNNO LARX.

KelVin^ChOcOko_BAR^
-Sadness with me-

Realize

2009-06-25T16:59:00.005+08:00

Today i only realize that in this world even a girl looks like so kind and naif will be the one who is dangerous. I'm stupid enough in my life that so easily being cheated. Anyway, at last i knew who is important to me and what have i done wrongly. It's good for me to face this now better than in the future oni face this situation. Feeling better right now cz of something in my heart ady solved.No matter what is my future would be, me should be tough to pass through with distinctive condition. In this world "it doesn't must who have who oni can survive". I believed that i can stand on my own . i juz wan everythings come by feels and fate. That my mission for now!!! GAMBATEH.. LIFE IS UNFAIR BUT THERE WILL BE FAIR IF YOU THINK IT"S FAIR.

Blur-ing when write this journal,

KelVin^ChOcOkO_BAR

What should i do?

2009-06-24T19:41:00.006+08:00

Should i terminate? or continue my [][][][] and fight till the end of my life?
Can i do it?
Can i stand on it?
Can i success?
Can i get back what i want?
Can i do it well?
Can i?Can i? Can i?

is there any chances for me to turn back?
is there anythings that can let me move back to last time?
what should i do for now and future?
Is just bcz of these all, it ruins my life and ruins all my plan.
Can i continue without any barrier in front of me?
i can feel the pain waiting me in front.
"Life" for me is no longer precious and important.
Am i too silly? for me i can say that "I'M NOT" cz too many trouble, problems, dilemmas, bad thgs and others come towards me.

If the day comes, i just can said BYE BYE to all.

Memories

2009-06-24T19:30:00.007+08:00

Today, i felt that i done alot of thgs in every aspects of my life especially LOVE, studies and also others. "I MISSED HER" but what can i do to get her back to me?Y i will do such a things and hurt her? i really don't know what am i doing, can any1 tell me? i knew that this time i was seriously hurt her heart but i don't want to be like this. T.T
I MISS my appearance, i lost all my precious in a flash of time, i really can't receive this reality"REALITY IS CRUEL" MY APPEARANCE!!! WHEN WILL U BEC TO ME??? I wan to be like last time, everything back to normal and back to what i want. If i have a car, then i wouldn't be like this.If i have a car then i think i will be better .If i have a car then i will be better , better, and better,If i have car, i won't lost my appearance, all my thgs.WHY WHY WHY??? I really couldn't understand why all things come towards me?
Why god wanted to take all my thgs from me?? "MY LOVE "I MISSED YOU"," I WANT YOU BACK TO ME"MY APPEARANCE!!!! I MISSED YOU MY THINGS " I WANT YOU BACK TO ME""I NOT AS TOUGH AS WHAT I LOOKS LIKED, I"M WEAK!!If there will be bad things come towards me, then i think there will be the end for me in my life.i really can't stand it anymore!! "ENOUGH FOR ME"BLESSING

KelVin^ChOcOkO_BAR^
-Confusing with me-

BaoBei

2009-04-24T20:07:00.004+08:00

Dear, sry for all things that i have done. I really want to have a nice moment and sweet vacation with you but cause of time, ruins my plans on our vacation so i just can say that "sorry my beloved please forgive me" . If can, i wish to go Redang, Pangkor and any place that you wish to go. As long as you happy, then i will be feel the same. BAOBEI "I MISS YOU ALWAYS" & "LOVE YOU FOREVER"

Final Examination (end)

2009-04-20T17:41:00.023+08:00

When examination coming (STudy week)

No more "Yum Cha" & "Gaming" Zzzzz

!!!! need to study liao sienzz
Stress Streeesss Streeeeeesssss !!!
No ,No ,No, Must study! must study! Gambateh, Yamateh
Think, Revise, Study...
Arrrgh,I don't know! i not understand about the topic/studies

Ki xiao ady "arrrrrrggggghhhh"
Hmmp!!!! Don't care, go sit exam only la

When Exam:

Scare Scare
When getting the Exam Paper!!!
Errrrrrrrrrr, don't know to answer la

"DONG" Be god ady " flying in the sky"

Help me!!! Help me!

Faint jor la @.@ this time
Blackout!! Blank Blank

ARRRRGHHHHH

I'm dead !!!

Sigh, SAD SAD SAD

After Exam:
Huh!! Finally..
Bye Bye Exam !!! ngek ngek ngek...
Sleep well (Sweet Dream )

Relaxing "oooohhhh" Comfortable

Results out:
Praying for getting good results" PO PI PO PI"
WHen got your results (scolded or Mumble by your parents or someone)

U will (close ur ears)
After that will unhappy for AWHILE
But yet, still will laugh & laugh .

That's called students and study life

My Precious Tooth!!

2009-04-11T22:16:00.005+08:00

On 11 April -9.13Am. I lost my precious tooth("1.5cm long") for my 1st time for my life because of previous accident that ruin my appearance. After pluck, my wound keep on beeding more than 24 hours and makes me suffer a lot(painful). If i can, i will choose not to pluck my tooth but i cant because my tooth crack badly until i can't eat properly and speak properly. Now after pluck, me also facing same problem and i suddenly felt that my words pronunciation being worst and worst because of my "Jaws" injured and makes my bone not in the right position + my tooth problem. I felt that i will never have a "LUCK" bcz everytime what bad things sure come toward me. Why? WHy?? WHY??? Can I have a normal life? I HATE to keep on my current life. Can i change it? I HOPE SO. Is there any choices for me to choose?

You & Me

2009-04-09T00:12:00.009+08:00

"Babe I love you More than I can say"

Can us promote more understanding between us?

As i am now, I LOVE YOU more than you'll ever know.

i'm appreaciate our relationship as you said i treat you not as good as u want but that's all i can do because as you know i'm not a Good BF but as i can do for you, i will do.

It isn't much of me, but i will use all i have on you as you seen that i'm not a Good Bf but me will be a better man to makes you happy.

Love! Love!! Love!!!

2009-04-08T23:43:00.007+08:00

LOVE is like this(ABOVE). If u Take care nicely and appreciate it then it will show you how bright and beautiful it is. At the same time if you hurt it or get "burn" bcz of this(LOVE) then the LOVE will be weaker and weaker.So, Try to make your LOVE as bright as you can bcz not much of PeoPle can do it.Appreciate "PeoPle Around You" don't regret when you "LOST IT" because it's useless to regret anymore. Feelings will go with time just like a flash in your mind!!

Love isn't a game, it is complicated.

-Congested in my mind of what I have Wrote "!!!SWT!!!"

Lost Of Myself

2009-04-08T23:17:00.011+08:00

No more B.Y.C,

Styles , Looks , Appearence , Attitude & Lifestyle,

Everything changing time to time,

Time Flies...

Time moving towards not backward,

Many things can solve by time to time,

For B.Y.C, there are no more solving method in this incident.

-The End of B.Y.C-

"Memories of My Appearance"

"If I were a Girl"

2009-04-08T23:02:00.005+08:00

If I were a Girl even just for a day,

I'd roll out of my mind,

And throw on what I wanted,

'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a Girl,

I think I could understand,

How it feels to love a guy,

I'd listen to him',

Cause I know how it hurts,

You don't listen to him,

You don't care how it hurts,

Until you lose the one you wanted,

And everything you had got destroyed,